too many problems to list

[smashbro]

Gah. You guys know i can complain a lot and not understand much of whats goin on in my life. any advice on the following problems is welcome.

~of course, who i like. for a reason i will explain only if you ask, i cannot get my mind off of girls/having a girlfriend. Most srecently, i start to like this girl cause she flirts with me, but in the end i realize that she doesnt like me (i mean she is my friend but doesnt like me like me), she likes flirting with me. Unfortunately, the person who helped me figure this out on is now the girl i may or may not have a crush on. i can't really tell, cause she does tend to go to me if she needs anything, but idk f that is cause im trustworthy and helpful or she likes me too. oh, and just a minor additional detail. My brother has a huge crush on her. (she is one year younger than me, one older than him.)

~schoolwork. its a lot, and it gets boring. how do i focus. college too, i have to get ready for it. and relaxing (doing things such as writing and talking online) without my parents knowing. time management help please?

~ internet is slow, dad does not see update as necessary. how to persuade him?

~i have no time for fanfics and writing, this goes along with the last part. but when i do, i dont feel in the mood to write. which is sad.

~anyone know any scholarship sites.

~oh yeah, something else important. i dont know how to tell who my real friends are. some friends i thought were real friends make no attempt to talk to me outside of school, some do but when im there dont pay much attention to me at all. its confusing.

~i feel worthless at robotics. and at the same time, it is the place that can make me feel most important. I don't know as much about engineering as other students, im not good at talking to judges for awards. so i feel like quitting the team because i have nothing to offer them. except one thing. most people on the team come to me for advice when they need it. they trust me, and im on friendly terms with all of them, as opposed to different intra-team relationships. so i stay because they need me, or it feels like im important when i help them. how do i deal with these feelings?

~if i think of more ill tell

[Naked Snake II]

lol lets see what I can do

k. the chick you like, if she doesnt like you, move on unless one of friends or soemthing know she likes you but is a shy one. dont go for the chick ur bro likes..that'll cause inner family drama which equals auto-fail.

ur internet...thats something ur dad has to do..make him realize how shitty ur internet is I guess

I see where your coming from, after the RP ended, I cried. but more so cause half the time I wasnt feeling the RP sensation. Make urself want it I guess. idk

Nope

This is a good one. Listen to my motto (this excludes BB cause he's been my best friend since 3rd grade and I most certainly trust him). Trust no one but yourself and your family. Friends come and go, but your family stays forever.

Well your clearly wanted on ur team and you clearly do have something to give them after all. Think of the positives and your feelings shall go away

THE GURU HATH SPOKEN

[smashbro]

thanks, its helped. the only part i would argue on is that family is closer than friends, because for me, they're there, but the dont really try to understand me much. they never really asked why i liked this place so much rather than telling me not to go on it. my brother is an idiot and annoys me 99% of the time, so i dont feel close to him at all. my mom tends to over exaggerate things or make a big deal of them, so i dont talk to her about much of my problems at all. and my dad isnt really someone i feel i can go and talk to. so thats where im stuck of the friends part of it, because at times, they are there more for me that others, but sometimes they arent.

and again, thanks for the advice

[Naked Snake II]

I'm not that close to my parents either, the point I was trying to say about that friend over family thing is, you will always have your family no matter what, until the end which is y u need to make ammends with them and get close

[smashbro]

alright...thanks