My Friend and I

[peram]

dobs said:

aggh, peram, i swear to god, i know you dont beleive me, but this kind of akwardness ALWAYS goes away. Dont beat yourself up over it too much. Just try not to act any differently around her now than you did before you asked her out.

like not looking at her when you passed her in the hallway. I know you felt kind of embarrassed or akward, but you should have said hi. Im not saying you did anything wrong, but the only way to make akwardness go away is to beat over the head with a stick of normal behavior.

Try not to think too hard about what happened and eventually things will go back to normal.

you're wrong, it WON'T go away.
and in the hall way I DID say hi
and I didn't ask her out, I told her I like her

[Dobs]

oO, thought you didnt, still, i promise you my copy of brawl that it will go away. it might take a little longer than you'd hope, but ive seen this happen multiple times, and it ALWAYS goes away

just try not to think about what happened when you see her, just put it past you

[peram]

dobs said:

oO, thought you didnt, still, i promise you my copy of brawl that it will go away. it might take a little longer than you'd hope, but ive seen this happen multiple times, and it ALWAYS goes away

just try not to think about what happened when you see her, just put it past you

so you're saying we'll start talking to each other and be friends again?
I really don't believe you. So I really hope you don't like your copy of brawl

[Dobs]

i like my copy of brawl very much, i really wouldnt be saying this to you if i didnt beleive it to be true,

just try not to beat yourself up too much, brawl in 2 days, that make you feel a smidge better?

[peram]

not at all.
I don't have a preorder and my dad won't let me camp out.
He says we can go really early and try to get it then.
He says we'll go around 8 (it might be gone by then anyways)
but he never sticks with his times. he'll say "Tim, we have all day"
or he'll say "Let me finish this cigarette (yes, my parents smoke. I'm strongly against it)" or he'll say "let me finish this beer" or something gay like that and we'll end up leaving way later and it'll probably be gone.

[¡Yiff Police!]

This a problem..Listen here...I have like zero friends, and the friends i did have weren't that nice so i ditch and whatnot..Now im friendless but I dont care..I always have a smile on my face and even in life hrdest situations, you should always try to be happy. To be honest though..Gilrs can be really over-dramatic at times so don't pay much mind to their body language and what not..

Thought i fullly do not understand why you are depressed..Sad, ok but Depressed is a lil overborad. You beating your self to much over the small stuff..

Trust me..You willl have to toughen up so can happen the true torturres and goals in life..

Now, I aint saying what you going through isnt normal it just...You aren't let YOUR FRIENDS WORDS HELP you...

And so we can better understand what you are going through..You should tell us the true reason why you are feeling like this..

[peram]

the girl thing is just a MAJOR contributer to me being depressed. My friends I hate. My family hates me.
nothing goes well for me anymore.

[¡Yiff Police!]

But why does your family hate you?? and though they may appear like they hate..they might be having problems of their own right now, so they are talking their angry out on you

[peram]

my brother, is evil. Not in a normal way, no. it's much much worse than hitler. He never has anything nice to say to me. He insults me in every way possible, and my voice use to (and still does on rare occasions) crack, and he ALWAYS MAKES FUN OF ME. Sometimes I'll be walking in the hallway, and he'll hit me in the stomach. for NO REASON WHATSOEVER.
All he ever does is make fun of me, hit me, and try to argue.
My mom is a beotch usually. WHENEVER MY BROTHER DOES SOMETHING TO ME, I GET YELLED AT. I TELL HER STUFF, AND SHE'S JUST LIKE "BE QUIET! LEAVE ME ALONE!" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. She doesn't care anymore. And she thinks I'm always lying. Especially about stuff my brother does. She really really favors him. I do not lie to my mom, my brother does all the effing time. There's a lot more she does than just that.
My dad is also a beotch. He always complains about everything. And he gets pissed off at me when I tell him smoking is bad and drinking alcohol is bad. (he drinks beer a lot) And he always tries to argue when he thinks he's right. He's almost always wrong. MY PARENTS HATE IT WHEN I COME UP WITH GOOD POINTS IN AN ARGUMENT. AND THEY ALWAYS SAY I'M TALKING BACK TO THEM EVEN WHEN I'M NOT. THE PROBLEM WITH MY DAD IS THAT HE GETS A LITTLE VIOLENT. Yeah, he tries to hit me sometimes. He pushed me down these 2 stairs that connect my kitchen and my living room once. Him and my mom argue all the god dang time, and they always try to get me involved. I get yelled at whether I actually enter or not. If I do, one of my parents gets pissed at me because they try to get me to take sides, and if I don't I get yelled at for not sticking up for them.

my family does more things to me than just that.
I really don't think my parents love me like they say they do.
They really don't care about me at all.
This stuff happens almost every day, and losing a very good friend didn't exactly help it.
I'm going to stop saying bad stuff now because my eyes are tearing up. (no, I'm not a cry baby)

[¡Yiff Police!]

WEll..Ceratin Poeple show their love in bizarre ways...I fight with my Mom and real Dad alot but i still care about them....My father tried to choke me ( and he claims he loves me >.>) However he doesnt leave us any more ...He lives in New York...My uncle and Nephrew show their love (if you want to call it that) through physical attacks, and they fight alot and my Grandma is a huge betch yet..I can tell she luvs them because she shows in it in a bizarre way..

[peram]

I really don't think my family likes me at all.

[¡Yiff Police!]

You truly dont know that for sure..Unless they say (though they may not mean it) they dont hate you!! If they hated you they would of killed u already....Not all parents are the greatesr but you have to put urself in their shoes and try to understand why they are acting like that

[peram]

look, I know you're trying to make me feel better, but it's really not working. My parents are almost always against me and each other. I'm really sad about my situation with my friendgirl and stuff, so there's really no way I'm going to feel happy right now

[¡Yiff Police!]

Im not trying to make u feel better...To be honest i think it will take awhile to make you feel ok....But im trying to open ur eyes to the real world..People have problems, especially parents..Some parents arent the best but they try their hardest....Yea everyone has a funked up family so most of us can relate to that...Most parents dont like to afree with their kids (im guessing it makes they feel like their losing their power over you?)

[peram]

eh, things are a bit better now